Ramblings of a Pastor in Training
Christ follower, Husband, Father, Ordained Elder in the Texas Annual Conference of The United Methodist Church.
Tuesday, January 13, 2026
Called For Blessings - Pastor Johnnie Simpson Jr.
Wednesday, January 7, 2026
A Moving Man - Pastor Johnnie Simpson Jr.
The Moving Man: Lessons in Obedience and Divine Protection
Have you ever found yourself in a season of constant movement? Not just physically relocating, but spiritually transitioning from one phase of life to another? There's something profoundly instructive about the early years of Jesus' life that speaks directly to our own journeys of faith and obedience.
When God Says Move
The story picks up just after the wise men—the Magi—have visited the young child Jesus in Bethlehem. Notice the text doesn't specify three wise men; it simply says "the Magi." They brought gifts fit for a king: gold for royalty, and frankincense and myrrh—ointments used in burial preparations. Even at His birth, the shadow of the cross was present.
Joseph had likely begun to settle down. Perhaps he was thinking about establishing his carpenter shop, building a life for his family in Bethlehem. But God had other plans. An angel appeared to Joseph in a dream with urgent instructions: "Get up, take the child and his mother and escape to Egypt. Stay there until I tell you, for Herod is going to search for the child to kill him" (Matthew 2:13).
Here's what's remarkable: Joseph didn't negotiate. He didn't ask for clarification. He didn't say, "Lord, I don't know anyone in Egypt" or "I don't speak the language" or "Let me pray about this for a few weeks." The text tells us Joseph got up that very night and left. When God spoke, Joseph moved.
Delayed obedience is disobedience. Partial obedience is disobedience.
How many times has God whispered to us that it's time to change a situation, and we've responded with "But I'm comfortable here"? How often has the Spirit prompted us to make a move, and we've negotiated, rationalized, or simply waited to see if the feeling would pass?
Joseph understood something crucial: when God speaks, He speaks for a reason, and that reason is always connected to our protection and God's purpose.
The Refugee Savior
Consider this striking detail: Jesus became a political refugee. He was an immigrant, a minority living in Egypt. And here's a thought worth pondering—how could a family hide in Egypt, an African nation, and blend in with the natives? What level of melanin would be required to disappear into the local population? This isn't an incidental detail; it's a profound statement about who Jesus was and who He identified with.
From the very beginning, Jesus understood vulnerability. He wasn't born in a palace but in a feeding trough. He didn't flee to luxury but to refugee status. This means our care for strangers, our advocacy for refugees, our standing with the displaced—these aren't merely acts of political correctness. They're acts of biblical faithfulness. We're following the example of Jesus Himself, who knew what it meant to be a stranger in a strange land.
The Retaliation of Power
While Joseph's family escaped, something horrific unfolded in Bethlehem. When Herod realized the Magi had outwitted him, he ordered the execution of all boys two years old and under in Bethlehem and the surrounding area.
Herod was a dictator consumed by paranoia. He killed his own wife when he suspected her of plotting against him. He murdered three of his own sons. The Roman Emperor Augustus once quipped that it was better to be Herod's pig than Herod's son—since Herod converted to Judaism and wouldn't touch pork, but he'd readily kill his own children.
Interestingly, there's limited historical record of this massacre outside of Scripture. But that shouldn't surprise us. Powerful people commit atrocities and then try to erase them from the record. We've seen this pattern throughout history—the rewriting of textbooks, the banning of books, the changing of narratives, the removal of uncomfortable truths from curricula.
Herod's massacre represents something we still see today: the powerful attempting to protect their position at any cost, even if it means destroying the innocent. Matthew quotes Jeremiah 31:15: "A voice is heard in Ramah, weeping and great mourning, Rachel weeping for her children and refusing to be comforted, because they are no more."
This is the sound of trauma. This is the sound of mothers who have lost their children to violence they didn't create and cannot control. And Jesus hears that sound. Jesus knows that pain. He came into a world where this violence existed, and He didn't ignore it—He came to confront it and ultimately defeat it.
The Return and the System
After Herod died, an angel again appeared to Joseph: "Get up, take the child and his mother and go to the land of Israel, for those who were trying to take the child's life are dead" (Matthew 2:20). Joseph obeyed and returned, but when he heard that Herod's son Archelaus was ruling in Judea, he withdrew to Galilee and settled in Nazareth.
Here's a critical lesson: we can't just focus on the man; we must understand we're dealing with systems. Just because someone we don't like is no longer in charge doesn't mean the system will suddenly work in our favor. The man can go away, but someone else will fill that vacuum, potentially doing just as much harm—maybe even with a smile.
Scripture reminds us: "We wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities" (Ephesians 6:12). Systems outlast individuals.
Fulfilling Prophecy Through Obedience
What's beautiful about Joseph's journey is that he fulfilled multiple prophecies without even trying. Micah prophesied the Messiah would be born in Bethlehem. Hosea declared He would be called out of Egypt. Multiple prophets said He would be called a Nazarene.
Joseph wasn't checking prophetic boxes. He was simply listening to God and obeying. And in that obedience, God's purpose was fulfilled.
That's how God works. When we align ourselves with God's will, when we listen to His voice, when we move when He says move and stay when He says stay, God weaves our obedience into His master plan.
Joseph didn't have a five-year plan or a GPS. What he had was a relationship with God, an ear tuned to God's voice, and a willingness to trust even when he couldn't see the full picture.
God's Compassion for Us
The word "compassion" comes from Latin roots meaning "to suffer with." It means taking someone's pain seriously and doing what you can to alleviate it. We cannot cover our eyes and ears and ignore the violence around us. Jesus grew up seeing vulnerable people, and Scripture tells us He had compassion on them.
The same God who provided for and protected Joseph, Mary, and Jesus is the same God providing for and protecting us today. He's active in our lives. He's securing our future. And He calls us to have that same compassion for vulnerable people in our communities.
Like Joseph, we've had to move when we didn't want to. Like Jesus' family, we've known displacement and unfamiliar territory. Like the mothers of Bethlehem, we've experienced grief and loss. But through it all—through every struggle, every political turmoil, every financial crisis, every relationship challenge—God is with us.
Even when we cannot track Him, we can trust Him. Through it all, we learn to depend on His word. God doesn't wait until we're in crisis mode to show up. He's already there, already working, already making a way.
We just need to learn to listen to His voice and trust His guidance. Because if He protected the Messiah through all of that, how much more will He protect us?
Monday, December 29, 2025
Quietly Protecting a Name - Pastor Johnnie Simpson Jr.
The Power of Quiet Obedience: Protecting What Matters Most
Names carry weight. They communicate identity, purpose, and destiny. From the moment we hear our name called, something stirs within us—a recognition that we matter, that we belong, that we have a place in this world. Throughout Scripture, names hold profound significance, revealing not just who someone is, but what God intends to do through them.
The opening chapter of Matthew's Gospel presents us with a genealogy that might seem tedious at first glance—forty-two generations from Abraham to Joseph. Yet within this lineage lies a powerful truth: God's plan doesn't always look the way we expect it to. The bloodline includes people with questionable professions, those who made ungodly mistakes, and individuals whose lives were far from perfect. God works through messy situations, imperfect people, and circumstances that don't fit our neat categories.
When Everything Falls Apart
Joseph found himself in an impossible situation. Engaged to Mary—not a casual modern engagement, but a legally binding betrothal that could only be broken through divorce—he discovered she was pregnant. The child wasn't his. Under the law, Mary could be stoned to death for adultery. Joseph had every legal and social right to make a public spectacle of her, to protect his own reputation by exposing her shame.
But here's where Joseph's character shines through the centuries. The text describes him as "faithful to the law, yet he did not want to expose her to public disgrace." Joseph was both righteous and merciful—a rare combination. Even in his pain, confusion, and sense of betrayal, he chose mercy. He decided to divorce Mary quietly, willing to absorb the shame himself rather than destroy her life.
How many of us have faced situations where we did everything right, but everything still went wrong? Where we followed God's leading as best we could, but circumstances didn't cooperate? Joseph stands as a testament to those moments when human wisdom says to cut your losses and move on, when everything looks impossible and the path forward seems completely blocked.
The Divine Interruption
After Joseph had considered his plan, an angel appeared to him in a dream with a message that would change everything: "Joseph, son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife, because what is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit."
Those four words—"do not be afraid"—appear in Scripture 365 times, one for every day of the year. The angel wasn't minimizing Joseph's concerns or dismissing his pain. Instead, the message was clear: God is at work in this socially unacceptable situation. Something wonderful is happening, even though it doesn't look like what anyone expected.
The angel gave Joseph a specific command: "You are to give him the name Jesus, because he will save his people from their sins."
In biblical times, names were never arbitrary. They carried meaning and proclaimed purpose. The name Jesus means "God saves," and by naming the child, Joseph would declare the mission of the Messiah and place him within the Davidic lineage. Matthew also reminds us of the prophecy: the virgin would conceive and give birth to a son called Emmanuel—"God with us."
Faith That Speaks in Silence
Here's what makes Joseph's response remarkable: "When Joseph woke up, he did what the angel of the Lord had commanded him." No debate. No hesitation. No consulting with friends and family. No committee meetings or strategic planning sessions. God commanded, and Joseph obeyed.
Joseph trusted God even when it would cost him his reputation. He chose mercy over self-protection, faith over fear, and obedience over convenience. And throughout Scripture, we never hear Joseph speak a single recorded word. His faith speaks through silence; his life becomes the sermon.
This challenges our modern assumptions about impact and influence. We live in a world that values being out front, on the program, doing all the talking. But Joseph reminds us that the most important work often happens behind the scenes, where nobody sees or applauds. The juggler on stage receives the applause, but behind the curtain lie all the broken plates from practice. The skilled musician plays effortlessly, but we don't see the thousands of hours spent on scales and drills.
Joseph worked like that—behind the scenes, without lines in the Christmas story, yet his decision to take Mary as his wife and name that baby Jesus made everything else possible.
Two Names, One Mission
Matthew gives us two names for this child, and both are commanding. Jesus—the Lord saves. This child came to rescue us from the sins and shortcomings that fracture our relationship with God and others. We make such a mess of our lives as individuals and communities, and we need a Savior.
Emmanuel—God with us. This is the surest sign that the Lord is present in every time, place, and situation. With Jesus, we are never trapped by our sins. With Emmanuel, we are never completely alone.
The Call to Trust
Perhaps you're facing a situation right now where God is calling you to step out in faith. The circumstances don't make sense. The path isn't clear. People don't understand. But the same message the angel spoke to Joseph echoes across the centuries: "Do not be afraid."
You might feel like your situation is impossible, like you've messed up too badly, like your past disqualifies you, or like you're all alone. But Jesus saves, and Emmanuel is with you. The same God who spoke to Joseph in a dream is still speaking today. The same God who worked through one man's quiet obedience is still working through ordinary people who trust Him.
Real faith isn't rooted in certainty but in a trust-filled relationship with God. Discipleship means obeying even when the pieces don't fit together, when the world says it's foolish, when the heart struggles to understand. When God calls, we move. When God speaks, we listen. When God commands, we obey.
Trust God even when the path is unclear. Choose mercy even when you're hurting. Be faithful even when nobody sees or applauds. Because when you do, God will do something beautiful, something redemptive, something that only God can do.
Friday, December 26, 2025
Wait, Brace, Let it Go - Pastor Johnnie Simpson Jr.
The Sacred Art of Waiting: Finding Purpose in the In-Between
We live in a world that despises waiting. Fast food lines feel unbearable if they stretch beyond five minutes. Internet videos that buffer are immediately abandoned. Same-day delivery has become the expectation rather than the luxury. We've been trained by technology and culture to expect everything instantly—or faster.
Yet the book of James calls us to something radically countercultural: patience.
Waiting in Chaos
The original audience of James's letter lived in tumultuous times. The first-century Roman Empire was marked by violence, economic instability, and political upheaval. Leaders rose and fell with alarming frequency. Christians never knew whether they would be tolerated or persecuted, welcomed or expelled from their cities. Food shortages plagued families. Insurrections erupted in the streets.
Sound familiar?
These believers were trying to raise children, build their faith, and hold onto hope while the news cycle brought nothing but chaos. They were waiting—waiting for justice, waiting for relief, waiting for Jesus to return as He promised. And as the years passed and circumstances worsened, they kept asking: "How much longer?"
Waiting is hard. It tests us. It reveals what's truly in our hearts. When we're forced to wait, we can become discouraged, bitter, and impatient—not just with God, but with each other. The early Christians began grumbling against one another, taking their frustrations out on their brothers and sisters in Christ.
We do the same. When we're waiting on God for breakthrough, healing, or answers, we become irritable and snap at those around us—our spouse, children, coworkers, church family. Misery loves company, after all.
But James says no. That's not how we wait.
Three Pillars of Holy Waiting
If we're going to wait—and we will—how do we wait faithfully? How do we wait in a way that honors God and honors each other? The text reveals three essential practices: watch, work, and worship.
Watch: Learn from Others
Being patient doesn't mean passively sitting idle, twiddling our thumbs in life's waiting room. Holy patience is active and observant. We're called to pay attention—to watch how others navigate their waiting seasons.
Watch the people who wait with grace, dignity, and hope. Notice how they maintain joy even when answers are delayed. Observe how they treat others with kindness while they themselves are hurting. Learn from those who keep showing up, keep believing, keep trusting God.
Also watch those who wait poorly. Notice what happens when bitterness takes root, when people lose patience with God and each other, when grumbling and complaining tear communities apart. Learn from that too.
We don't wait in isolation. We wait in community, which means we have the opportunity to encourage one another, learn from one another, and strengthen one another. As one theologian noted, we cannot be Christians outside of community. Love God. Love people. Be patient with one another.
Work: Purposeful Preparation
James offers a powerful illustration: "See how the farmer waits for the land to yield its valuable crop, patiently waiting for the autumn and spring rains."
Farmers understand waiting. They plant seeds but cannot make them grow faster. They cannot control the seasons or command the rain. But here's the key: while farmers wait, they work.
After planting, farmers don't sit on the porch until harvest. They repair equipment, check crops for pests, maintain their accounting, and plan for the next season. The work is purposeful. It's preparation. It's an expression of faith in the coming harvest.
God has given us work to do while we wait. We cannot make ourselves grow spiritually any more than a farmer can make seeds grow. But we can cultivate the soil. We can water the ground. We can remove the weeds. We can create conditions for growth.
What does that look like practically? Reading Scripture. Spending time in prayer. Serving one another. Building our faith. Developing our character. Using our gifts. If we're praying for financial breakthrough, perhaps we take financial literacy classes. If we're praying for healing, maybe we also make healthier choices. If we're praying for a life partner, perhaps we work through our own issues in therapy.
Real faith works while it waits. A farmer who truly believes in the harvest doesn't neglect the farm during the waiting season. They tend to it. They prepare for what's coming. The work itself is an expression of faith.
Worship: Trust Beyond Circumstances
James points to the prophets as examples of patience in suffering. Jeremiah was thrown into a cistern. Daniel faced the lions' den. Elijah ran for his life. Isaiah prophesied to deaf ears. John the Baptist was imprisoned and executed.
The prophets suffered. They waited. Many never saw the fulfillment of God's promises in their lifetimes. But they remained faithful. They kept speaking. They kept believing. They kept worshiping.
Worship isn't just Sunday morning songs and raised hands. Worship is a lifestyle. It's trusting God when we can't see the outcome. It's declaring His goodness when circumstances say otherwise. It's holding onto faith when the wait feels impossibly long.
The prophets worshiped through their waiting. They looked to God rather than their circumstances. They anchored their hope in His promises rather than their present reality.
We stand on the shoulders of those who came before us—the matriarchs and patriarchs who prayed, served, and sacrificed on far less than we have now. They built universities, hospitals, and institutions when they barely had two pennies to rub together. If God was faithful to them in their suffering and waiting, He can surely help us too.
Already and Not Yet
We live in an in-between time. Jesus has already won the victory over sin and death. The kingdom has already broken into the world. But it's not yet fully realized. We are "already and not yet."
James never promises the wait will be short or easy. He doesn't promise we won't suffer. But he does promise we won't wait alone. We wait together. We encourage each other. We strengthen each other's hearts. We look to the example of those who have gone before us.
And most importantly, we trust in a God who has never failed us.
The Lord is waiting too—waiting with patience and mercy for people to come to repentance, waiting with compassion for us to grow and mature, waiting with a love that never fails.
So be patient. Stand firm. Strengthen your heart. Watch. Work. Worship.
Because the Lord is coming near. The judge is standing at the door. And when we learn to wait with holy patience, we discover that the waiting itself transforms us into the people God is calling us to be.